If I fall asleep with a pen in my hand, don’t remove it
I might be writing in my dreams.
This page is meant to share my more personal work as a writer as well as what I love in the universe of literature. -K.
I’ve been thinking about you in secret, dreaming about you and singing songs to you. I’ve been secretly remembering you and missing you.
How I wanted to tell you! but it seems like you are not interested in knowing, not interested in me, not at all… so I might as well keep it a secret.
I notice how even now, you’re still mad at me. Somehow I figured it was about time we sorted it out.
My mind is aware that it was my choice to be alone and it’s not that I feel lonely, your absence is fine.
Still I just wish we could talk and see each other in a hopeless attempt to clear things out. You were not the only one who got his heart broken.
I wish you were not mad at me nor afraid of me, I wish you weren’t so silent, I wish you could pick yourself together as I have done without you.
Can I tell you a secret? I still love you…not as I used to, for I know that the collision of our lips is a categorically proven impossibility, but I love your person, I like your laughter.
I constantly intend that you find what best suits you and that it means a lot of joy in your life. Then I let you go.
It is your turn now! Let me go!
Wether you wanted it or not, I was already flying away, my footsteps on the door. You were watching me leave and so I did, I didn’t turn back for a last glance. I simply did not.
Even now, I keep walking ahead, each step further in a different direction, away.
You seeked revenge, you took what little I had, you took my tools, you left me peniless. But I kept my eyes, I kept my back, my legs, my feet, and so I walked, through a desolated road full of dust, stepping off the highway, leaving my own trail.
I had no car, no fridge, no adress, no things, no plans, still I got all I needed and more, just the experience of being alive.
I stand here now, and I have one more secret you refuse to hear: I thank you.
You are the one that I have to thank for what I learned, thanks for showing me the view from inside the cage, now I’m out.